blake009

WHAT UP

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 07:36:39 GMT

AT THE LUKE-MYSTER hizouse. lol.

a kid again...

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 00:22:04 GMT

Again I am soo pissed and this will not be read. i dont care. I am going through some shit and i need to do so alone. but i am soo mad and I could not even explain to you why, I could try but it wouldnt make sense. But i feel like everything that I have is being taken away from me and I dont like it. I just wish I had everyone i loved around me saying i love you and evrythign will be all right. I wish that I could back to being a kid with everyone there. no one had left for the military or left to go live in texas and left...well i dont wanna say. but everything i held dear to me when i was a child is kind of gone. i always said that i would never wanna be a child again becuase of the innocence and stupidness but for now i am taking that back. i wanna be a kid so that i could feel safe in my paretns arms, to feel safe with my brothers. To sit around to celebrate my birthday with family and watch the snow fall to the ground. i wish that i could just be a kid and start my life over again, there are so many things that i wuold do differently. Man, I just wish...

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 06:00:56 GMT

I am SO mad at you. You have screwed up this time and I am sorry for what I did but I had to. I just want you to get better. So yea. You'll find out soon enough. But I am SOOO mad at you right now. SO I hope you are having a fucking awesome time hangin out tonight becuase I dont how much longer it will last. I love you and I always will but in order to help you yo have to be willing to help yourslef. I know that you'll never read this but I am writin it anyway beach.

Drugs

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 22:22:05 GMT

I am in Psychology, well no thats a lie, I am in the library (NOT LIBARY) for psychology. We are lookibng up drugs. We have to write a two page paper on a drug, like only one. There are soooo many drugs out there how can you possibly choose one. It like one in a lot. just Kidding. How would I know. I really wouldnt I am a good girl. And for those who know me what do I always say about good girls...who are they really? Lol. Anywoo. Again, I am in the library and I was chillin with Monica til she evr so rudely left me, thats right MON MON you lefteded me. Humph. Just kidding. I wuv ya. I hope that you hvae fun on your vacation this summer to Quebec to see all the hot French (and Canadian) people, and have loads and loads of Champagne. HAHA! I crack myself up, but seriously have fun and stay safe. Hehe. You are tanding in front of Christine right now going Gosh knows what.

Guys I am doing the blood drive. And most of you would be like wow good job, way to show the love... (Show the love...guve bllod: thats the slogan) but again, for those who know me know how old I am. Apparently they do not check so I my birthday is November 22nd, 2004. And then will I be 17. I am celebrating my birthday on the 26th though, becuase I thought that would be fun, to go shopping and to celebrate it over a Latte or something. Lol. Well bye, school is coming to a close and I must go, I grow tired of this thing. I wonder who will read this.....hm....(Ponders) whatever. Bye.

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 17:14:57 GMT

like that chrissy?

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 00:51:55 GMT

I am using a christin picture, and i finally learned how to put a picture in, although it aint very clear, it'll do for now. I love christina.

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 05:12:48 GMT

Well, I ain't never been the Barbie doll type
No, I can't swig that sweet Champagne, I'd rather drink beer all night
In a tavern or in a honky tonk or on a four-wheel drive tailgate
I've got posters on my wall of Skynyrd, Kid and Strait
Some people look down on me, but I don't give a rip
I'll stand barefooted in my own front yard with a baby on my hip
'cause I'm a redneck woman
I ain't no high class broad
I'm just a product of my raising
I say, 'hey ya'll' and 'yee-haw'
And I keep my Christmas lights on
On my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Charlie Daniels song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big 'hell yeah' from the redneck girls like me, hell yeah
Victoria's Secret, well their stuff's real nice
But I can buy the same damn thing on a Wal-Mart shelf half price
And still look sexy, just as sexy as those models on TV
I don't need no designer tag to make my man want me
Well, you might think I'm trashy, a little too hardcore
But in my neck of the woods I'm just the girl next door
I'm a redneck woman
I ain't no high class broad
I'm just a product of my raising
I say, 'hey y'all' and 'yee-haw'
And I keep my Christmas lights on
On my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every Tanya Tucker song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big 'hell yeah' from the redneck girls like me, hell yeah
I'm a redneck woman
I ain't no high class broad
I'm just a product of my raising
I say, 'hey y'all' and 'yee-haw'
And I keep my Christmas lights on
On my front porch all year long
And I know all the words to every ol' Bocephus song
So here's to all my sisters out there keeping it country
Let me get a big 'hell yeah' from the redneck girls like me, hell yeah
Hell yeah, hell yeah
Hell yeah
I said hell yeah!

-AND-

It was just an old worn out Jeep
Rusty old floorboard, hot on my feet
A young girl two hands on the wheel
I can't replace the way it made me feel
And he'd say, "turn it left and steer it right,
Straighten up girl, you're doing just fine"
Just a little valley by the river where we'd ride
But I was high on a mountain
When daddy let me drive

It's just an old plywood boat
With a '75 Johnson with electric choke

(except mines a saturn... from pluto...)

...

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 06:15:21 GMT

alone. angry. tired. weak. confused. incompetent. ALONE. Sorry Frankie I am not what you think I am.

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 03:52:12 GMT

I thought this was funny.... its a sign that we've been playin God and God's mad about it. Now he's playin God

and he's much better at it

math

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 02:37:35 GMT

I just studied for math, strike that, i did math homework therefore studying. I have never studiedfor a math test in my life. LOL.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 04:23:47 GMT

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all ok
And not to worry because worry is wasteful
and useless in times like these
I will not be made useless
I won't be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
for light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know,
but they're not yours they are my own
but they're not yours they are my own
and I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
but it didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
but i knew it wasn't ever after
We will fight, not out of spite
for someone must stand up for what's right
cause where there's a man who has no voice
there ours shall go singing
In the end only kindness matters
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray
I will get down on my knees and I will pray

College

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 17:50:20 GMT

i have learned that i would like to atend St. Mary's. I do not know why but I do. But I m aplying t othe places. I aso really like UC IRVINE.

School

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 22:59:23 GMT

Places I am thinking about...
-Cal Poly
-CSU Channel Islands
-CSU Fullerton (maybe)
-CSU Long Beach (maybe)
-CSU Monterey Bay
-CSU Sacramento (maybe)
-CSU Stanislaus
-San Diego State University
-San Jose State University (doubtful)
- CHABOT
I am not applying to all of these places. But I still have Ucs to decide on.

Luke 15 11-31

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 04:36:00 GMT

And he answering said to his father, Lo, these many years do I serve thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandment: and yet thou never gavest me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends:
But as soon as this thy son was come, which hath devoured thy living with harlots, thou hast killed for him the fatted calf.

This is how I feel. I feel great.

Spear Britney!!

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 02:28:24 GMT

http://channels.netscape.com/ns/celebrity/becksmith.jsp?floc=ce-main-1-l1&p=138

Omg. I love this, it is soooo funny. A few of my favorite quotes from this...

"I don't think she's trying to change her image. I just think she's a dumb person and not a particularly mature person, who is a child of show business who's been given license to play in the big sandbox and do whatever she wants. Unless she gains some maturity, she'll wind up forgotten like many others before her."

"This is her moment. And the world is watching every move she makes. She may remind us of someone we've seen coming out of a gas station bathroom, barefoot. But yes, we're interested."

"She's acting like the 'Girl Out of Control.' She's in need of a spanking," he says, half-joking, "but the spanking may be about 12 years too late."

"Her recent songs have sucked," one industryite says bluntly. "Clearly, it's not about the music any more and it hasn't been for years. It's time to refocus on the music."

"But when you keep jerking the public's chain - married, not married, married -- it inevitably turns against you. People go from caring, to not giving a damn, to actively wishing you ill will. It's time to stop selling wolf tickets to the public and the press, Britney. Otherwise you'll find yourself just like that unfortunate boy who cried wolf one too many times...all alone -- just you and the wolf."

Hehe...

On a lighter less funnt topic, well I think it was funny. But have you ever noticed that in old old movies like 1940s and such the people, when they kiss, they like try to eat each others face. Geez. It like... I love you... I have only known you for a week but i want to marry you... I love you....*kiss that looks like the impact from the knocking lips hurt but you keep trying to eat each others faces.* Seriously go rent an old movie, I just saw A Gentlemens Agreement, and it was good, but yea they try to eat faces. Cannibalist. So sad.

"Im walkin on sunshine...WOAAAHHH....It doesnt feel good."

Can you beat a ghost?

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 23:34:30 GMT

Is this really a victory. Is it really over? Will we ever win...? Terrorism will never be over, there are always more sadaams and bin laden, always more dictators. So how are we to win? If asomeone can answer me that...you'll rock forever.

http://cnn.aimtoday.cnn.com/news/enhancedstory.jsp?maxphotos=4&phototerm=Iraq&idq=/ff/story/0001%2F20041002%2F1447839290.htm&sc=1107&photoid=20041002BAG124&floc=NW_1-T

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 05:44:29 GMT

There is another post in between 4:15p.m. and now. If you want to see it reply to this post. And I will let you but for now only friends only, which are only few but I dont want this entry all public and stuff. So if you check my journal then you'll know, I am not going to mention this to you. Well, maybe but more than likely not. You actually have reply, but if it isnt worth it then dont. lol. I am not forcing you to... Lol. Have a nice day. Ciao for now.

Pain

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 23:12:12 GMT

Pain is your friend, your ally, it will tell you when you are seriously injured, it will keep you awake and angry, and remind you to finish the job and get the hell home. But you know the best thing about pain?

You like pissed off? Watch this....

Watch me...

I am soooo bored

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 21:03:16 GMT

I am sooo bored. Katie if you read this today I want you to know that I am sad that you stayed home. So is everyone else that was at school toda, which was like everyone. Anywoo. I hope you feel better, I hope you dont feel sick anymore. Um... The math test isnt that hard, There are two versions so dont try and cheat5, even though I know that you wont I am just giving you a heads up. Ok? Haha. like Katie would cheat. I think if you did you get so guilty that you might say something. i love you. Have a good day and I hope you feel better.

Pissed the fuck off.

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 04:22:27 GMT

I dont even know why the fuck I have this damn journal.

This is a cute song...

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 22:01:24 GMT

Rumors

Saturday steppin into the club somebody wanna tell the DJ turn it up I feel the energy all around and my body can't stop moving to the sound but I can tell that ya watching me and ya probably gonna write what ya here to see Well can you give me some space to breathe Can you please respect my privacy

Why can't you just let me do the things I wanna do I just wanna be me I don't understand why Would ya wanna bring me down If I'm only having fun I'm gonna live my life the way I want me to I'm tired of rumors startin I'm sick of being followed I'm tired of people lying saying what they want about me Why can't they back up off me Why can't they let me live I'm gonna do it my way Take this for just what it is

So here we are back up in the club People takin' pictures don't ya think they get enough I just want to get all over the floor and throw my hands up in the air to the beat like whaaaat I gotta say respectably I would love it if you take the cameras off of me Because I just need a little room to breathe Would you please respect my privacy

I just need to free my mind Just wanna dance and have a good time I'm tired of rumors rumors Follow follow follow follow follow follow follow What they follow me Why can't they can't they Let me live live Take this for just what it is

"Nothing New"

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 03:53:50 GMT

I found myself wrong again Starin out my window Wonderin what it is I should have said I found myself at home again Waitin for the after call From a fallout that feels like such a mess

Ohhhh I can only be myself I'm sorry that's hell for you Heyyy so what's my damage today Don't let me get in your way Let it out like you always do The trouble between me and you Is nothing new

So I listen to you complain and then I bite my tongue in vain again As I let it all just slowly settle in Such a pretty picture that you paint I'm so vile while your a saint Funny how your eyes see thick not thin

Ohhhh I can only be myself Your lookin for someone else Heyyy so what's my damage today Don't let me get in your way Let it out like you always do The trouble between me and you Is nothing new

You know how to give it but you can't take it It's all just a waste now you can save it No matter what I do Is never good enough, never good enough

Well I'm starin' out my window Wonderin' what it is I should have, said.

Okay. My feelings. I left at lunch becuase we were talking about diets. I dont like talking about it. I mean I like listening to you guys talk but I was just so fed up on diets. I couldnt talk it anymore. Sorry, it seemed like I was really mad , I wasnt, not really, just pissed at myself. It reiterated what I think of myself. I think I may have symptoms of being depressed. Man I put on a good front. That I am good at. And most times it isnt a front, my friends make me truly happy, but sometimes I dont even wanna be around me. Oh well. I bet I didnt make any sense in this spiel but whatever. And thats all I have to say about that.

More and MORE

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 05:39:00 GMT

Your Icon... by LostWithOutYou
Name/Username
Age
Favorite Color
Random Word
You

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i hope you dont hate me katie or anyone else for that matter, i think these are funny.

What ranDOM movie quote are you? by merenwen_ruby
Name
Birthday
Choose One
The Quote	"Follow the spiders, why couldn't it be follow the butterflies?"-Ron(Harry Potter)

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What Does Your Crush Think Of You? by Fresh_AngelBabe
Name
Crush
You Are A	Sexy Lil' Bitch
Your Crush Is A	Studmuffin
Your Crush	Stalks You

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I think I might have to end it aftr that. I dont know bout that one. Good night... finally.

LALALA BORED

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 05:21:40 GMT

Who were you in a past life? by Kat007
Name:
Birthdate:
Favorite Color:
Country:
You were most probably:	Marliyn Monroe
If not then you were:	A crazy guy on the S-Train

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I am sticking with marilyn

Which Harry Potter guy falls in love with you? by Chili
Name/UserName:
House:
Who:	Ron Weasley
When...	...you stumble over him in the corridor.
How he tells you:	He writes a love poem.
What you do then:	Marry him.

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I love him... KATIE!!!

and... <table style="font-family : Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; border-collapse: collapse; border: 1px solid black;" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" align="center">

Your Random Icon (LOTS OF OUTCOMES!!) by aly2445
Username
Age
Your Icon:

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Your Random Icon (LOTS OF OUTCOMES!!) by aly2445
Username
Age
Your Icon:

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Are you hott? by evildj23
First Name
Age
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is	9...a gift from god....

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HAHA

I dont understand why these last three are vey close together

Another FLOOD... sorry Katie... I am bored.

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 05:13:14 GMT

Your Superhero Persona by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero Name	The Ferret
Super Power	X-Ray Vision
Enemy	Clear Channel
Mode Of Transportation	Cadillac With Rims
Weapon	Condoms

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Your Love Situation by Amberishjewel
Username?
Your Love Is...	Fiery
During Lovemaking You Act...	Like a child, always playing
Your Partner Is...	Your slave
Your Partner Has Said That You...	Are extrodinary
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote.	"I love thee wild with desire"

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HAHAHAHA

Your Stripper Info by radioface
first name
age
Stripper Name:	Zelda
Specialty:	the best lapdances
Customers say:	nothing. they just drool.

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My lj wedding by chynafox
username
age
city
you will marry	supersavage19
flower girl	simpleschoolboy
best man	_just_breathe
bridesmaid	sweetdisguise
you will have your last fling with	o0misscandy0o
registrar	_just_breathe
secretly wants to marry you themself	sweetdisguise
date of the wedding	March 14, 2024
number of times you do it on your wedding night	26

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M!!!!! My wife is taken tho. NEXT!

Which movie? by travel_crazy
Username
Favourite colour
You belong in
And your co-star should be

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man, I am flooding katies thing and i feel slightly bad, I love you Katie. I am soo bored.